I didn't change...

I haven't change one single bit since first year..

I'm--
still hot headed
still a cheater
still lazy
still irresponsible
still not trying my best
still impatient
still acting like a baby and
still bitter

And the worst part is, people notice it... except me... until now.. I thought I changed.. I guess I'm wrong.. Look, I'm not typing this down because I'm asking for sympathy.. I'm writting this because this is the truth.. Here I am, already 19 years old and I'm still such a fool and an idiot.. An eye soar to people who know me...

I'm not angry about this.. Just disappointed at myself still being like this..

*got to suck this all up..cuz I know nothings gonna happen if I stay disappointed like this..*