From high, to almost low..Buhay talaga parang roller coaster.. Just when you thought things were goin smooth, you'll be yank down again... Tuesday was ok, I mean really ok pa naman.. Pero nung Thursday na.. ayan na.. It was Bio again..Ako naman ngayon nagreport, kaso, mei nauna na sa akin sa irereport ko, so inonthe spot ko. Ok na sana, di ako nanenervous, ung question and answer lang naging problema..sobrang nakakahiya ako sa mga mali ko.. Binigyan niya ako ng 70% lang.. hai...siguro thats what I get for being too anxious to do something.. talagang hinumbled ako ni God. Pero kulang pa yun.. Nung after cal ng mga kasama ko, sinabi ng kasama ko, mejo masmataas daw score ko sa kanya at kelangan lang niya ng 72% sa finals para pumasa. Feel ko tuloy guilt tsaka regret..Parang nagaaway ako sa sarili ko na stupid nung decision ko magdrop..Di ko na lang pinansin..Nung nakauwi na ako sa bahay.. pagod na ako at inaantok.. pero ginawa ko pa rin ung mga school works ko..Matutulog na ako, kaso di ako makatulog kasi ung guilt ko lumalala..Parang nafeel ko 2loy quiter ako tsaka loser since mei pagasa pa ako tapos nagdrop agad. Lahat naglalaban pa rin para pumasa ako nagdrop agad..Anu klaseng loser ako inicip ko sa sarili ko..I asked advice from my mom. She understood naman niya how I felt and told me that I just have to move forward. Mejo nafelt ko relieved after asking advice..So I took my mom's advice. I guess God wanted me to see that I was too anxious and hasty with my decision and have to face the consequences of what I've done..

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