Ok, it's been three days already and I still feel like crap... It's like everytime I remember about her, it feels like my heart is being stabbed by a giant spear or something...This is gonna take a while to heal...but I guess I should also tell her... She has the right to know and I've got nothing to lose...I just wish that after tell her this, we'll still be friends and indi kami magiilang...