so, today was another day... had nothing to do so I went with dad to meet up with some relatives who came from the US. Their my dad's cousins (according to him). So we met and ate at Peking Garden (again 0_o)...I had a hard time eating since my throat still kinda stings. After eating we went to Rustan's to buy a gift for his relative (Lacoste pa! sheesh haha) then we went to the optical shop to get me a new pair of glasses and a pair of shades... After that.. bahay na...Then went out again to watch Silent Hill. It was kinda bloody pero ok naman ung movie (had the elements of the game). Well that pretty much wraps up what I did..hai...oh well haha :P

la magawa eh.. hehe

Ei guys, I'm feelin better na (tnx pala sa mga "get well soon" ninyo haha). La lng... anywayz, I deleted the the last post I posted yesterday (hope that made some sense) cause I just realized that I kinda hate that song. Ewan ko lang kung bakit. Basta after I posted it, I hated it... hahaha weirdo ko!!! hahahaha..Well today I'm still here, at home. Bawal pa daw ako pumasok or lumabas kasi may effin' tonsils are still swollen..hahaha sayang nga e, my ate called me kanina and asked if I still wanted to go to cebu... and I actually said no! hahaha tapos sinabi ko pa, "wag na lang kasi baka magkasakit pa ako lalo, ok lang.." WTF?!?!?!?! hahahaha ang drama!!! hahaha....dapat sumama na ako, kahit kung di ako makakabeach...para makahanap ako ng mga babae (*asa nanaman ;p) hahaha...

Oh no!!! I'm feeling sick today and found out my tonsils are swelling (meaning me gots the fever) man of all the bad times... I have to rest for a couple of days. This means that I won't be goin to the beach on friday huhuhu... Hai...Things can't possibly get any worse than this....(I hope huhuhu) man this summer turning into a real pain :(...Well, can't complain....

beached

Wah! kalahati na ng summer!!! di pa ri n ako nakakapnta sa beach! WTF?!?! hahaha... well actually pupunta sila mom at sis ko sa bantayan islands. Which leaves me right here...at home!!!!! hahaha pero habol naman ako syemps hehehe... hai...well la ako makwento masyado ngayn...peace...

Hold Me Down
Motion City Soundtrack

I found a letter that said:
"I'm sorry that you were asleep when I wrote these words down,"
You'd think I'd ought to be used to that by now.
Save for a few of those late night episodes,
Missed opportunities, and "I Don't Cares,"
There's not a lot that I feel obliged to share or talk about.

I'll have my brother stop by this Saturday to pick up my things,
Just make sure you're not there.
This may sound bad, and don't take it the wrong way..
I love you, however, you hold me down, you hold me down. You hold me down, you hold me down.

You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloomed..
How will I break the news to you? How will I break the news to you? How will I break the news to you?

Cancel our dinner with Max and Coraline,
feed Jacky's gerbil and try to stay clean.
We'll talk it over after I've had some time alone to sort it out.
You hold me down, you hold me down. You hold me down, you hold me down.

You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloomed..
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love..
How will I break the news to you?
How will I break the news to you?
How will I break the news to you?
How will I break the news to you?
How will I break the news to you?..

Ok, it's been three days already and I still feel like crap... It's like everytime I remember about her, it feels like my heart is being stabbed by a giant spear or something...This is gonna take a while to heal...but I guess I should also tell her... She has the right to know and I've got nothing to lose...I just wish that after tell her this, we'll still be friends and indi kami magiilang...

I knew that this would happen...I know I could've done something but I guess I took the suicide route. I guess it's too late. I don't want to be a burden...I'm trying to stop shedding my tears...but the pain seems permanent...forever my heart is scarred..And I guess I'll just move on without the missing piece once again...But...I guess I'm glad...glad that she found her someone...
At least one of us got the happy ending...

I'm so stupid talaga...

not in a good mood.

hai... tapos na Holy Week sastart na summer class. Xcited na sana ako summer class. kaso...parang feeling ko malulungkot lang ako dyn...shyet talaga, halos lahat kasi sa block nag eng2. kakastart lang sila ngyon. kwinento sa akin enjoy na enjoy sila.. *(networking kinuha ko btw.) Nakakaasar talaga..bahala na nga. drama drama ko nanaman. tsss.....

Everything Is Alright
Motion City Soundtrack

Tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Oh please tell me that you're alright,
That everything is alright.

Give me a reason to end this discussion,
To break with tradition, to fall and divide.
'Cause I hate the ocean, theme parks and airplanes,
Talking with strangers, waiting in line.
I'm through with these pills that make me sit still.
"Are you feeling fine?"
Yes, I feel just fine.

Tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Oh please tell me that you're alright,
That everything is alright.

I'm sick of the things I do when I'm nervous
Like cleaning the oven or checking my tires
Or counting the number of tiles in the ceiling
Head for the hills, the kitchen's on fire!

I used to rely on self-medication,
I guess I still do that from time to time.
But I'm getting better at fighting the future,
"Someday you'll be fine"
Yes, I'll be just fine.

Tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Oh please tell me that you're alright,
That everything is alright.

Give me a reason (I don't believe a word.)
To end this discussion (Ff anything I've heard.)
To break with tradition, (They tell me that it's not so hard.)
To fall and divide. (It's not so hard.)
So let's not get carried (Away with everything.)
Away with the process (From here to inbetween.)
Of healing relations. (The long goodbye.)
I don't want to waste your time.

Tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Oh please tell me that that you're alright,
That everything is alright.

Tell me that you're alright, (Hi everything's great.)
Yeah everything is alright. (Hey everything's fine.)
Oh please tell me that that you're alright, (Hi everything's great.)
That everything is alright.

Hey everything's fine.
Hey everything's fine.
Hey everything's fine.

October

OCTOBER

Loves to chat
Loves those who loves him
Loves to takes things at the centre
Attractive and suave
Inner and physical beauty
Does not lie or pretend
Sympathetic
Treats friends importantly
Always making friends
Easily hurt but recovers easily
Bad tempered
Selfish
Seldom helps unless asked
Daydreamer
Very opinionated
Does not care of what ot hers think
Emotional
Decisive
Strong clairvoyance
Loves to travel, the arts and literature
Soft-spoken, loving and caring
Romantic
Touchy and easily jealous
Concerned
Loves outdoors
Just and fair
Spendthrift and easily influenced
Easily lose confidence

Does your name begin with S?

Does your name begin with: S

For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the rightperson to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

Ei guys! I'm back... well its bin two weeks na wala ako, did ya miss me??? hahaha... well anywayz happy to be back.. kaso it was kind of quiet when I came bak, ewan hahaha... guess everyone's doin their thing. haii...got to find my own thing too.. parang medyo nahihiya na ako sa sarili ko (slacker kasi) wahhh!!!

sige, un lng muna. dont hav much to type... till then....

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