Grabe parang tahimik ngayon.. walang masyado nakaonline. nakakalungkot naman! hmph bahala hehehe. Week ko was hell... dahil kasi sa mga kasalanan ko. Tapos nagpa loner loner ako haha..hai... Pero di naman completely. may mga times na masaya din so thankful na ako dun... nung friday talaga hai haha..May balak ako that day, kaso hinila ako pumunta sa Soul stop.. nung una ayaw ko kasi ewan, ayaw ko talaga.. pero pati ung mga iba kasama namin niyaya ako pumunta kahit kung di naman sila magpupunta mga loko talaga hehe. edi un pumunta ako. mejo irita ako konte nung umpisa. Pero I tried to keep in mind na baka may gusto sasabihin si God sa akin. So un, nasa Soul Stop na kami, pagod at pawis hahaha. Mejo nakarelate nanaman ako sa lesson. Tama nga ako na may sinabi si God sa akin. So mejo napagaan ung stress ko konte...la na.. pasensya kung parang boring konte pagkukuwento ko hehe

So, today was okay.. well actually balanced naman... 1st class namin free cut(yey) tapos wala ginawa edi tumambay muna dun sa itlab...Then, went to calculus..mejo nainis ako kasi palpak quiz ko dun kanina (karma for breaking promise1) . Pero binayaan ko na lang un..learn from mistakes daw haha rar...then went to lunch blah blah...After lunch nag 1st meeting kami sa PE so parang walang class pa rin dun...Then, went to lib to study a bit tapos nageng. well the good thing was I studied at lib kanina..kasi may test kami sa eng! haha so un...got a good score, made me glad hehe...so un...that was my day...ewan ko ba, parang naoop ako sa sarili ko ngyon haha pati na din feeling ko loner haha..ewan basta all I know is I got to focus on my studies, di ako papatalo sa emotions ko! haha (Drama bleh)

p.s. mei locker na ako hehe...

The Alchemist

Yesterday I just finished reading The Alchemist. The story was simple and short but it had thought me a lot of stuff. There were a lot of quotes that I got from the book that was cool hehe... Ok so, it was story of a boy named santiago, seeking his "personal legend" which was a treasure hiding in the pyramids. he traveled to africa, and the desert to get there. On his journey, he meets a old king, a merchant, an englishman, the girl that she would love, and the alchemist. All of them guided his way to his personal legend. The story was very touching and motivating.
Here are some the quotes I got from the book:

-"Every blessing ignored is a curse."

-"When you want something, all the universe conspires to help you acheive it."

-"Making a decision is only the beginning of things."

-"People need not to fear the unknown if they are capable of acheeiving what they need and want."

-"When you are near something that you want, that's when your closest to the soul of the world."

-"Because im dont live in either my past or my future. Im interested only in the present."

-"It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting... "

first day of iskool

Ok, so today was the first day of school. Wala masyado ginawa, puro first meeting etc. Di lang namin nakit prof namin sa cal kasi di dumating. kwento nila na terror ung prof namin sa cal haha pero bahala :P. So after that papanta na kami mga JOPTIS (kulang e) sa mega for lunch. Nakita namin si yesh tapos sinabay na din namin papunta sa sanmiguel building. So yun, naglunch kami sa kfc (kulet mo pas bleh! haha) tapos nag timezone kami. Grabe nagtagal kami dun dahil sira ung basket ball na laro hahaha. lobot talaga. Pagkatapos ng ilan oras sa mega, (laki ng break hehe, la pang pe) balik sa school para sa last sa class, which was english. So naghiwalay-hiwalay kasi iba mga prof namin sa eng. kasama ko si jennie (na di ko narecognize haha joke lang!). So un, ok naman ung prof namin. Pinagawa kami ng essay.. After class uwian na syempre tapos kain konte. un... hahah dats all bleh! :P

My promise...

I made a list of promises after God woke me up:

I promise to study harder this year.

I promise to God that my relationship with Him will be closer and I will not neglect quiet time

I promise to be a better person. As a christian and as a friend...

I hope that I will keep these promises...I'm sick and tired of talking cheap...

wish me luck... :)

ok...so lasat friday i thought it was another ordinary day...well thought the whole week was ordinary and ok..but I was wrong.. God decided to "wake me up" even if I didn't like it which in turn really didn't like it. He knew it would hurt me... So... I woke up.. I wanted to apolagize.. to people I might've hurt, to friends, and especially to God... I hope I can make it up to all...sorry talaga...

trash talking out of boredom

*before you read, just wanna point out that I'm just letting all the stuff in my head just fly out. ok? good.

Today is officially total boredom day! why? because I'm at home with nothing to do! even the web seems boring today sux :P sigh...Man, right now, I'm starting reminise the whole last year (even summer)... When everything was still... ok... I guess that's college life for ya.. and love. Kahit kung wala ka pa, fate will either bless you with someone or start kicking your ass till your down on the dumps... Guess love only chooses who gets to have who and who gets to have none... typical :PEven though I promised, it's kinda, well... too late to begin with... how can a person say "can we still be friends" or "walang babago sa atin a" when in truth, may bumago na sa atin. Sure maybe di kayo maiilagan pero lets face it, talking and attitude toward the person has, I repeat HAS changed (man i always wanted to say that hahaha). sigh... Maybe I'm just gullible and expect too much..sigh...mahina talaga ako sa babae... Maybe being nice isn't the way to finding love. friends keep on telling me in my testimoials na swerte talaga ung person na magiging gf ni sam. pero san na? wala pa! haha... talk is really cheap. sux sux sux hahahaha... I'm not angry or anyrhing, I'm just typing down whats in my head (I hope that made sense). So please, if you want to comment, ok lang, wag lang ung "ok lang yan sam, may iba pang babae dyan." hahaha mejo gasgas na yan sa akin hehe... joke lng :P

Frailty

Frailty - Urbandub

(verse1)
This bottle is bringing me down
No comfort for me in this town
All the faith in these eyes
Lost the glow and just dies
I pray, redeem this heart
And be here now.

(chorus)
In this war
The tears in my eyes says it all
Put all of my faith in you now
When all of the world says
We wont make it through
We’ll battle the world.

(verse2)
I feel so alone
The situation’s desperate
Until I’ve found my life again I drown
So save me now
Breathe new life in me…

(chorus)
In this war
The tears in my eyes says it all
Put all of my faith in you now
When all of the world says
We wont make it through
We’ll battle the world.

(bridge)
I greet the morning sky
The sun dries tears in my eyes
Awaken this sleeping heart of mine
And be here now…

(chorus)
In this war
The tears in my eyes says it all
Put all of my faith in you now
When all of the world says
We wont make it through
We’ll battle the world.

Awaken this sleeping heart of mine...
Awaken this heart...
Awaken this sleeping heart of mine...

Hmmm...di ko alam pano mag iintro ung post ko today so I'll just cut to the chase. Yesterday was fast and boring hahaha. inaantok ako the whole day. That night I decided I watched Battle Royale which was really disturbingly annoying hahaha.. kasi naman the story is they select a certain section in random schools and leave them in an island where they have to kill each other till there is only one person standing. kasama nga si GoGo ng kill bill dun hahaha.. basta it was annoying a bit haha..puro mga barbaric animal instincts ng tao lumabas. waaahh haha.. today wala din ako magawa edi nagpagupit nanaman ako pero mejo iba na buhok ko haha. un lng =P