Saturday, March 25, 2006

Better Together

There is no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
And no song that I could sing, but I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia tone loving


Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here and where do we go
And how come it's so hard
It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing
It's always better when we're together


Mmm, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together


And all of these moments just might find a way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone when the morning light sings
Or brings new things for tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too, too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression I was somewhere in between
With only two, just me and you, not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be, we'll sit beneath the mango tree now


Yeah, it's always better when we're together
Mmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together (mmm)


I believe in memories, they look so, so pretty when I sleep
And when I wake up, you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together

Somethings's Missing

I'm not alone
I wish I was
Cause then I'd know I was down because
I couldn't find a friend around
To love me like they do right now
They do right now

I'm dizzy from the shopping mall
I searched for joy but I bought it all
It doesn't help the hunger pains
And a thirst I'd have to drown first to
ever satiate

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

When autumn comes
It doesn't ask
It just walks in where it left you last
You never know when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around
your summer heart

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

I can't be sure that this state of mine
Is not of my own design
I wish there was an over-the-counter test
For loneliness
For loneliness like this

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

Something's different
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

Friends
(Check)
Money
(Check)
A well slept
(Check)
Opposite sex
(Check)
Guitar
(Check)
Microphone
(Check)
Messages waiting on me when
I come home

How come everything I think I need
Always comes with batteries
What do you think it means?

Friday, March 24, 2006

No summer class for me... haiii.....

Today was really nice hehe....went to school again today, had some unfinished business to do hehehe... Also checked kung may masummer ako. Sadly ung masummer ko lang na available for me would be P.E. and thats not worth it kasi isa lang. I really wanted to take Foreign Lang Jap and French kaso wala T_T . Mahal kasi ng tuition regardless kasi kung ilan subjects kinuha mo, set na ung price($_$). Oh well, guess I'll find a summer JOB(WTF?!?! haha) or something (clean my room!!! >:P). Well after that, I waited for Kat, Jazel, Edric, and Renren; treat namin kasi si Ren kasi tinulong niya kami sa java (THANK YOU TALAGA REN haha!!!!). We ate at Yellow Cab sa St, Francis(ubos na kasi pizza hut sa campus); Ang BABOY namin dun. Sakto nakahabol si Matt sa amin. We ate Four Season Pizzana 16' tapos buffalo wings. after "devouring" the food, guess what... round 2!!!! haha nakulang si matt edi sumama ako sa kanya. nagorder kami pizza ulet! wahh!!! sumakit tiyan ko dun hahaha :D... after eating, I bought a crystal casing for my phone; nakakaawa na intsura ng phone ko, kalawang na hahah. Gonna change the casing anyaways. Then went to Renren's dorm. Pinaayos pa ni edric ung project niya. Di na ako nag paayos kasi medyo nahihiya na ako tapos kulang sa oras eh hehehe. Stayed there till 6:30 then went to Mega to buy some stuff hahaha.. Well un lang. I won't be posting for a while, Goin somewhere for a couple of days. well thats it, hope you guys enjoy your summer hahaha :)

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Finished: On to the next stage...

Huwaaa!!!! Tapos na din FINALS! hahaha (sabog*) well first year is done and I'm movin on to SECOND year... Man, it's so fast... well at least may break..well, today I'm goin to tell ya wat I've learned in my first year as a College Student...nax haha

1. Meeting new people and friends - Remember ,first impressions last (well kinda) pero don't judge a book by it's cover ok? you'll never know who''ll you'll end up with in college hehe (tama ba JOMPATIS :D???)

2. First year is telenobela - well di naman...haha di lang sanay. madaling mahurt(iba ung term ko sa hurt a so wag kayo magtanong haha)... pero be strong... it will go away..

3.Choose your profs. WISELY!!! - Trust me on this one, if ya know anyone who has background with the profs, ask them...

4. Papers - always do them early, sakit sa ulo kung magcram ka... baka maabot ka pa 4 ng umaga dyan hehehe

5. FINALS - just do your best. and study hard :)

6. Grades - be contious about it... pero wag sobra, nakakasira sa ulo

7. lovelife - wait na lng after college (yeah right :P)

8. Have Faith - what ever the odds, don't give up... don't shift after one sem din... give it time to get used to it first..

well yun lang... I hope these advice will help upcoming freshmen (asa) hahaha...

Saturday, March 18, 2006

sux, really sux... next week is finals week... and sadly I know I'm gonna get screwed.. ang bilis talaga ng oras...lobot talaga...I've been thinking about something for the past few days...I was thinking that why do I go online everyday when their is barely anything to do? Why do I check my friendster for anything new in my account 3-4 times a day when I know I'll just get depressed at looking at it??? Why do I check my multiply and blog when there is barely anyone visiting them and tagging or something??? Why do I even bother? La na ba talaga ako magawa kundi tumambay dito? sigh... So pathetic talga... wish summer was here... para la na ako iicipin... so hate what im feeling now.... but guess there's nothing I can do but wait....wait for it to go away...wait for it to let me go and leave...or is it me who's not letting go??? bah! :( crap talaga... whatever na nga....

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

nonsense

Crud, I'm feelin down again... bad day at school (kahit kung isang class lang) ..Had to woke up early(5:30 AM) today since we had our 3rd exam in calculus kanina, and man did I suck...Asar kasi, I got stuck in a solution na sobrang basic lang... algebra solution lang yan!!! sheesh.... sigh... basta bahala na... right now I'm doin my Fil paper, and right now puro gibberish pa lang nasulat ko... la na lumalabas sa utak ko grabe....

Why do I bother even telling/typing what am I doin? di naman siguro to mababasa...


bahala na.....

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Elo sa inyo lahat! 1st of all, pasensya na ulit sa last post ko, ang drama na sobra nun tapos it wasn't such a big deal anyway (teen angst lang siguro :P) anywayz. Second, congrats to *** & ******! Hope you guyz enjoy the love (hahaha). so wat else....

Sat: Last NSTP na namin kahapon. We made a program (which was a complete disaster. >_<).. pero bahala na tapos na un hahahaha... It was a sad farewell for some of the kids. (I hope they'll be ok) Then went to Jzone again; kaso late lang ako nun huwaaa!!! Nagmit kami ni Dax sa mega. tapos we had to wait for kat (para sabay sabay na) Gulat nga ako sa bagong hair style ni Kat. shockin lang hahaha (di sanay)... un... after the topic for the day, we had our Dgroup again (sa wakas!).. We talked a lot.. then went to mega wid arv and edric to get somethin to eat.. kaso lang the car was there already so di na lang kami kumain.. when I went home, I had to go out again (hai...) had to pick up our guest who's stayin ere 4 a couple of dayz...

Sun: Woke up late, pero demn! ang sarap ng tulog ko! Gulat nga ako, I did somethin agad when I woke up. Usually when I wake up, TV agad hehehe... anywayz, we ate out at Alba. Grabe nasuya ako sa ox tongue nanaman hahaha.. After eating, went home and.... thats it... hahahahaha

sige un lng ... ayaw ko na magkwento, nonsense lang hahaha...

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

not much....(part2)

Nothing much, just redecorating mah blog...nu pa??? oh yeah, Pas has a SECRET (joke lang Pas : ) Sinabi ko na nga mangyayari to hehehe).. next on the agenda naman is.... FINALS!!!! getting nervous... nu pa.... hmm...well.... I'm stuck actually....stuck in a very depressing, loner-esque state...Kahit kung masaya naman yung araw, I end up going back to my old state...ewan ko...sigh...tapos I keep on listening to "so sick" by Ne-Yo again and again and again..Nyak! Don't tell me I'm depressed kasi la pa akong.... (yuk!) hahaha...*sigh... bah! infatuation lang toh!!!! ewan ko ba....TORPEDO din ako kasi eh, SOBRA...Anu ba yan kasi naman di lang ako makadecide!!! sana mawala na nga tong iniisip ko kasi UBBER pahamak sa studies toh sheeessh!!! Oh well.... la na ako masabi... I apolagize for my weird and "psychotic"(nye!) post :P... hope that you guyz are alright.... Take Care and GodBless!!! see ya!!!

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Teen Creed

Don't let your parents down,
they brought you up.
Be humble enough to obey,
you may give orders someday.
Choose your companions
with care, you become
what they are.
Choose only a date
who could be a good mate.
Be a master of you habits,
or they will master you.
Don't be a show-off
when you drive,
drive with safety and arrive.
Don't let the crowd
pressure you,
stand for something
or you'll fall for anything.

Friday, March 03, 2006

not much....

hay life seems so fast... ilan weeks na lang, 2nd sem Finals na tapos summer, hay.... This year has been really different. I learned a lot of things, found new friends and had a greater relationship with God. hahaha Ewan ko ba, wala lang talaga ako masabi ngayon *sabog! hahaha... O well... I was thinking about something for the psat few days...I was thinking if I should admit my feelings to her now (since 2nd sem is coming into an end) but....ewan ko ba talaga, its so hard for me to say it..(to be continued...)(inaantok na ako heeheehee *yawn* zzzzz...)